happyness

you totally just made my day but coming through my till. i was hoping you would know that..

i like the sound of your voice(like a whole lot). i also like you arms for some reason, well and your smile too. : )

i wish you would ask me out


rawr!

cant help

i cant help your still all i think of..i think i falling for you but you dont know..


but its going to be the same story for me..

which hurts.

.

i dont know why..but i cant stop thinking about you. your all i think of now. i cant even talk to you because im so embarrassed. that friday night...i usually dont drink that much or that fast for the matter of fact...now i cant even look at you..never mind thats a lie. thats i all i can do.





i heard this rumour..well it might true i dont know but then again you never know......but i heard from a friend who was there when you said it

You're Not Sorry-Taylor Swift

I cant stop listening to this song. Its really good. I'm listening to the C.S.I version of it.

All This Time I Was Wasting Hoping 

You Would Come Around. 

I've Been Giving Out Chances Every Time and 

All You Do Is Let Me Down. 
And It's Taken Me This Long Baby, 

But I Figured You Out. 

And Your Thinking We'll Be Fine Again 

But Not This Time Around.

You Don't Have to Call, Anymore. 
I Won't Pick Up The Phone. 

This Is The Last Straw. 
Don't Wanna Hurt Anymore.
And You Can Tell Me That Your Sorry 

But I Don't Believe You Baby Like I Did Before.
Your Not Sorry. Oh, no. no..

Your Looking So Innocent.
I Might Believe You If I Didn't Know. 
Could Of Loved You All My Life 

If You Hadn't Left Me Waiting In The Cold.
And You Got Your Share Of Secrets

And I'm Tired Of Being Last to Know.

And Now Your Asking Me To Listen, 

Cause It's Worked Each Time Before.

But You Don't Have to Call, Anymore. 
I Won't Pick Up The Phone. 

This Is The Last Straw. 

Don't Wanna Hurt Anymore.
And You Can Tell Me That Your Sorry 

But I Don't Believe You Baby Like I Did Before.
Your Not Sorry. Oh, no. no..

You Had Me Crawling For You Hunny

 And It Never Would Of Gone Away, No.
You Used To Shine So Bright But I Watched All Of It Fade.

So You Don't Have to Call Anymore.
I Won't Pick Up The Phone. 

This Is The Last Straw. 
There's Nothing Left To Beg For.
And You Can Tell Me That Your Sorry 

But I Don't Believe You Baby Like I Did Before.

Your Not Sorry. No, No, Oh.
Your Not Sorry. No, No, Oh..

Suprised

well this was like a total shocker to me. first didnt think he would accept. second cause i really didnt think he would accept. your probably wondering what right?? i sent a myspace invite to my biological dad and he ACCPETED it. im in total shock right no i dont know what to think and its driving me crazy cause i have to leave for work soon. yikes!! hopefully i can get my thoughts together before work.

...

it hurt when i found out you have a girlfriend. i dont know why. i dont want to hurt but  am and i dont like it.  i shoud have talked to you about it and i will but  couldnt at the ime with out being mean or yeahh

Why?

i dont get it why me?? why does notrhing ever go the right way for me?? why does a guy have to be such a loser....and why cant i get anything right??

206 Days

Its been 206 days since I last wrote on my blog....
Well in 206 days I switched from service clerk to cashier.
I turned 16 & got my L. I went to Olympia & saw S for her birthday & also to go shopping.
I stopped liking R & started to like C & C. Who both are from work.
Also read many books including Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse & Breaking Dawn. Watched many good movies.
Hung out with Leah Tanner.
I went to my lovely sister's wedding gained a brother & niece.
Got my lip pierced......which didn't hurt at all.
Had three Christmas Dinner's.
Got a wonderful raise : D
And asked out C.


There was alot more than that but its early in the morning and I can't think..