.Confused.

what should i do. im so confused. its about spring break. should i go to olympia or stay here or go to chealis and see my cousins??

v.day

i dont like v.day =[ its sad hah for you who dont know what it means it is Singles Awarness Day

hmmm...

why is it hard for me?? i guess maybe it shouldn't happen.

This is an old one that didn't get published haha

my life is so boring haha jking..i went dress shopping todayy with C cause im her greeter at her wedding =] im v. happy bout that because im the very first person theyy see =] makes me even more happy. i found 2 dresses that i like very much. the 1st dress that i like might be a bit too expensive for me =[. haha sundayy was a good dayy cause i sat beside R. how patheic can i get haha ignore that one.

green contact lenses =]

i finally got my green contact lenses todayy =]. im wearing them right now but my eyes are dry and its bugging me like crazyy. i was playing scrabble until 1 last night with J. and he won the game last night =[. thats okayy. so right now its hard for me too sleep since i slept untill 12. hah like 20 minutes after i woke up i went out with my mom =]. my dayy was pretty simple im happy bout that. cant wait for R. day me crystal made that one upp. haha good times.

sleeping almost the whole day continued

so where was i ? ahh... mo i remeber haha. i was doing my spanish homework and thats when R had to come by haha its not bad but my train of thoughts just stopped. eek not good. well anyways i started to do things wrong but luckly i was using a pencil. so quit doing it and there was nothing really to do because i was way early even for me. but there were other people there too but no the ones i usually talk with or just hang out with. but anyways i was so hungry cause i hardly ate that day. and they were eating around me too wahh haha. well more people were showing up but they weren't the person i wanted to talk to either but thats okayy. finally the person i wanted to talk to was B. anyways we were talking and she said how it was hard for you like someone and how it hurts so much and i totally agree with her. well as it goes on we go up to the benches or whatever you want to call them, and they do annocements and we head to the gym to play a game and believe me those games for my or pretty fun. and i got knocked over by some guy. and my partner who i was with got out by N. haha. and we went back downstairs after like two rounds of the game. and we started to sing and we and B where still talking about that. anyways i might just hang out with R. I also told my friends that i like this guy named N. Anyways thats just it no more about that day its overr now.

List

so my sister made this list right and she told me to do one too. this might take awhile as it seems im eating fries with mayo and ketchup.its good trust me.
so here it is:
sleeping and eating and school and reading really awsome books and walking my dog and feeling the suns warmth on my skin and talking to my sister and listening to music and talking in general and singing and acting silly and crying and and camping and looking at the stars and being confused and being alone and swimming and hugging and listening and liking someone and smiling like an idiot and drinking(juice pop and water) and being with friends and asking question you cant really get answers for and doodling and sleeping and dreaming good dreams and just feeling different feelings al the time and missing someone.
if you are reading this just make one and you'll feel pretty good or maybe not but i sure did not sure why though.

on-screen keyboard

haha my big sis is too funny.cant explain(you know why leahA). anyways im using a on-screen keyboard so i cant really type right now haha. wow im strange more tomorrow. about my time at church. for those of you who actually read this stuff. haha.

today was the one of the strangest days

okayy i went to sleep around 1:30 in the morning so that gave me like 6 hours of sleep.i know the moment i woke up that my dayy wasnt going to be well. at first i wasnt feeling well because i couldnt eat at all. later that day i went to my small g's and i was getting worse my face was like bright pink going onto red haha. and my face was really warm and i didnt know what to do. so anyways as i go to small g's early i did some of my spanish homework and R came to sit beside and i was doing my homework and i swear i totally lost a concentration on my homework that i was doing. and so i had to quit it before i would make a totally big mistake but anywasy i have to go to bed more about it tomorrow.

sleeping almost the whole day

i guess that happens when your up until 3 in the morning reading haha yes i read until then.
i could sleep other than the fact that the night before i only slept for just a litte more than 5 hours crzy huh? yeah that was like basically my day i need to get out more and maybe like get a job.and well maybe go to sleep earlier so i dont sleep the day.well almost.